There is a small verse in the final chapter of John's gospel that has jumped out in a big way. It is sort of tucked away and I suppose in my haste, have overlooked its power in past readings.
Therefore that disciple whom Jesus loved said to Peter, "It is the Lord." So when Simon Peter heard that it was the Lord, he put his outer garment on (for he was stripped for work), and threw himself into the sea. John 21:7 (for context read whole chapter)
John was an insider, a part of Jesus' core group of followers--a close friend. I presume that John was close friends with Peter, also a core member. This is an easy conclusion because these two men spent 3 years together following Jesus' every word and step. Never mind that these two probably were acquaintances before that since they shared the same profession.
John knew full well Peter's embarrassing moments. He was in the boat when Peter stepped out onto the water only to sink and need rescue. And even though John wasn't in the courtyard with Peter during the series of denials of knowing Jesus, surely he knew. If by no other way, John would have learned of Peter's failure from Matthew who makes it public in his gospel account.
This time, when Peter sees Jesus in the distance; his Lord who has defeated death, he plunges into the water only to swim to shore to greet the man whom he denied. Peter's only hesitation is to get dressed before approaching the Lord. Respect. Love. Faith--big time.
This was no miracle, only a culmination of what God had been doing in Peter's heart. John saw Jesus with clear eyes. When John told Peter "It is the Lord" it was all Peter needed to redeem himself in his prior lack of faith. Jesus gave him this opportunity. Peter took it.
Walking on water isn't proof of devotion. Running (or swimming) to Jesus is spite of yourself is a demonstration of Christ centered faith.
Only a friend would have told that story. I think John knew Peter's guilt and had watched him suffer personally for his failings. John was impacted by what he saw. In his pride for his friend, this story is included because it is big enough to impact us.
I think of my own failures and am reminded by John that Jesus still comes around and waits for me to approach. I don't want to live with the guilt. John teaches me I don't have too. The sacrifice of Jesus is enough. Redemption is mine because of Jesus. Just like Peter I still feel responsible and with a full heart desire a chance to make it right. When I see Jesus I can't help but jump.
Clear eyes. Full hearts. Can't lose.
